I’ve been a believer for many years. Still, it wasn’t until I was faced with the relentless onslaught of chronic illnesses that I truly experienced the depths of God’s love and the power of His peace. Migraines that last for days, fibromyalgia flares that leave me exhausted, and trigeminal neuralgia that sends shocks of pain through my head – these have become a part of my daily reality. And yet, through it all, I’ve found solace in the One who has always been my anchor.

It wasn’t always easy to turn to Jesus first. There were times when the pain and fatigue consumed my thoughts, leaving little room for anything else. But as I began to intentionally seek Him out, something remarkable happened. I started to come to Him as second nature without having to think about it. It was as if He had become my constant companion, always there to offer comfort and support.

I’ve learned that when chronic illness flares rock and roll, it’s like Jesus says, “Stop, child. Be quiet and put your head on my lap.” And that is my visual – me with my head on His lap and Him stroking my hair. It’s so comforting and peaceful.

During those particularly difficult times when the pain is unbearable, I find myself in the dark, listening to podcasts or the TV. But even then, I’m often stretched out on my recliner in the quiet, singing songs of praise to Him and having one of my daily running dialogues. It’s also when I read or write less. It’s a way of keeping my focus on Him rather than on the pain.

I know that many people who suffer from chronic illnesses may feel alone and isolated. But I want you to know that you are not. Jesus is with you, even in the darkest of times. He is your anchor, your strength, and your source of peace.

When I’m feeling overwhelmed by the pain, I repeat the words of Psalm 46:10, “Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations; I will be exalted in the earth!” These words bring me a sense of calm and assurance.  

I’ve also found that spending time in Scripture daily is essential for my spiritual well-being. Even when I struggle to focus, I remember and recall the Scriptures I’ve memorized. It’s a way of connecting with God’s Word and reminding myself of His promises.

I’ve also learned the importance of self-care. While it can be difficult to prioritize self-care when you’re dealing with chronic illness, it’s essential for maintaining your physical and emotional health. This can include things like getting enough sleep, making sure you’re eating, taking your medication, finding ways to relax and de-stress, and taking care of yourself physically.

One of the most important things I’ve learned is that it’s okay to not be okay. It’s okay to feel overwhelmed, frustrated, or even angry. But even in these emotions, I know that I can find peace and comfort in Jesus.

I’ve learned that it’s important to trust in God’s plan. Even when I don’t understand why I’m going through this, I trust that God has a purpose for it. I don’t know what it is, but he does and knows what he’s doing. My suffering has helped me grow closer to Him and appreciate my life’s blessings.

Finally, I want to emphasize the importance of patience and perseverance. Chronic illnesses can be a long and challenging journey, but with faith in Jesus and a positive outlook, it is possible to find hope and healing.

All In All

I want to encourage you to praise Him anyway, even when you’re feeling down. Jesus is your refuge, your strength, your anchor, and your hope. He is always there for you, no matter what you’re going through. So, the next time you’re feeling overwhelmed by pain or fatigue, remember to turn to Jesus. He will be your comfort and your strength. And as you praise Him (anyway), even while suffering, you will experience the peace that surpasses all understanding— to that I testify.

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6 Comments

  1. Thank you for sharing this testimony of clinging to God during painful seasons.

    1. You are so welcome Barbara. Thank you for your kind words and love and support. It means so much to me.
      {{Hugs}}

  2. Thanks for sharing these very encouraging words, Paula.
    Love your image of ““Stop, child. Be quiet and put your head on my lap.” And that is my visual – me with my head on His lap and Him stroking my hair. It’s so comforting and peaceful.”

    1. Thank you Sandra, and you are so welcome. {{Hugs}}

  3. O Paula, I am so sorry for your pain and struggle with chronic illness. I cannot imagine how you face each day when the pain is at its worst. This testimony is a sweet savor of Christ and your love for Him. May He continue to surround you with the comfort of His Presence and love. “Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace removed.” Isaiah 54:10

    1. Thank you so much for your love and support Donna, it means so much to me. I’m out of my latest flare up and feel so much better (for now.) I love Isaiah 54:10.
      {{Hugs}}

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